I'm Back.... I'm Back!!! (written 7/29)

Greetings My Anonymous Audience,

I know it seems that I have abandoned you AND the blog seeing as how I haven't posted anything in months. Well I'm here to say "I'm Back... I'm Back"! I want to say that the reason for my lack of sensual literal deposits into your lives is because I'm just TOO BUSY... unfortunately, that is not the case. Granted I have been EXTREMELY busy the past few months moving and making moves. That is not the only reason. I promised I would always be honest, so here's the truth. I just have been too damn lazy. And frankly uninspired. Not that I've run out of tantalizing tidbits for you. I just haven't had the drive to type them up into entertaining little stories for you to read. So whats different about today? Well for one, my laptop is laying next to me in the bed... staring me down... begging me to tickle its keys. There's this huge rain storm that is making me apprehensive about leaving my room to continue with my Friday night plans.

I was wrapping up a few things from work when I decided to visit the site and see what our traffic was looking like... over 1000 views!!!! That's great, especially since I haven't written anything interesting in a while. So I decided to make myself sit and write!!!! I have quite a few things I want to share with you guys , not sure if they will all make it tonight. But I will do my best to leave you with a few lines from me....

Chocolate Dreams")

Pu**y Power from Truthpaste TV James Hannah

I want.... a..... Refund!!!

Excuse Me, but
FUCK LOVE
I don't mean no disrespect, but we got beef
I paid you but you didn't deliver
Don't you have some kind of Money Back Guarantee
I'm an UNSATISFIED customer
and I want a Fucking REFUND
I want my time back and ALL my damn tears
My energy, every sleepless night... matter of fact every single year
I'm Suing... FALSE ADVERTISEMENT
You forgot to tell me about the Side Effects
May Cause....
- Headaches, Insomnia, Nausea, Anxiety, and in some cases even death.
Other side effects, though mild may be permanent
......Fine Printing My Ass

The Heart of the Matter (India Arie)

Goodbye

I keep hearing in my head say Goodbye to Yesterday

I'm looking to the future but my past is in the way

My Friends are always saying Girl you know we're getting older

And its some shit about our past that we just gotta get over

And I swear Everyday this life is getting crazy

Time changes us all and that never ceases to amaze me

All my old loves are getting married on me

They dropped out the game and retired on me

Kinda makes me feel like time is slipping by on me

I know we had our issues, but selfishly enough I always thought you'd wait on me

All I needed was a little time

Time to... do me, seek me, find me

So I could be the best me... when you came back to me

But..... I ran... out...

Of time that is... see time that is

The hardest thing to take captive

And even when you think you have it, its short lived

Holding on to a memory that no longer exists

Possibilities exhausted stuck in the abyss

Everything we had has dissipated here

Our love our dreams and every single year

Back is gone... yesterday too

For you there is no me, And for me there is no you.

Brotha to the Night (from Love Jones)

"Thank You for holding, how may I help you?"

Everyday I see Him standing there

With his Chocolate self

I imagine he smells like Cocoa Butter and Ganja

He looks like his skin has been kissed by the sun

His smile brightens my eyes

Makes me moist Between my thighs

I fall into a daydream....

In this daydream we fuck until day becomes night

I find my climax upon his peak

Later I will brag to my friends that I set out to conquer Mt. Rushmore but instead it conquered me 

I fantasize about licking him from his lips to his tip

I feel him swell in excitement

He is made comfortable in the warmth between my lips 

Time has no authority in this prison of lust I have created in my mind

My creativity the warden every prisoner bending to my command

My prison has no bars and within its confines we are ironically free

I can will myself to do things I only secretly dream 

I order him to his knees and mount his face

I'm riding his tongue and I grab his dreads hoping they guide me through this race

I can feel myself climbing ... Brimming to the surface with pleasure

Rhythm is found and Beat is on it's way

It's almost time for my solo

I dig inside for all I've been holding back

I part my lips to release.... 

Let out my notes of sweet surrender.....

And.... The damn phone rings.

I open my eyes... 

I'm at my desk... 

Awoken from daydream turned wet dream...

 "Thank You for holding...             How may I help you?"